She shook her head, then tilted her head and looked at it very low, saying, How can I be qualified to ask for a love?
Love I answered a word to Yu Fei in a positive way. She immediately turned to look at the corner of my eye and unconsciously had tears. Is it because she was moved that she didn’t like a kind of affliction?
She wiped her eyes and told me, Thank you, Lei Hao, for loving me, but it doesn’t matter anymore.
Yu Fei
She immediately put herself in a good mood and got up from her seat. I’ll accompany Yiyi. You must go back to rest for a day. You will definitely have a lot of things to do. Don’t be tired. You must keep up your spirits and accept the new day.
It’s okay. I can take care of more people when I’m lying here.
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Chapter 13 Love on this day
The next day, Xu Mo, the director’s office of Nansheng Youth League, brought me a cup of good tea. I’m very sorry to say to me, What about Lei Hao’s theory? I still want to say I’m sorry. I’ve thought too much about unilateral things, but I still want you to forgive me.
I didn’t think about blaming Xu Mo. After all, she fought for her own life and dreams. Although she has hurt one person, the only thing to be thankful for is that more people are thankful for it.
I took a sip of tea and said nothing to Xu Mo.
Xu Mo still looked at me a little embarrassedly. I shook my head. It’s all right. Xu Mo, don’t look like that. It’s not like you. I know that Xu Mo, but he is very capable and proud. He won’t be coy because of such a thing. If you really want to make such an expression again, I won’t dare to come into your office later, or I will fall all over the floor as soon as I get goose bumps.
Xu mo smiled at me and said thank you
I stayed here until noon until Yan Jiaxin came over with a word. I went out with Xu Mo and drove to the sea of clouds cafe yesterday. Xu Mo was very happy because she was indescribable excited when she heard Yan Jiaxin get it done.
She will certainly succeed in coming to Yunhai Cafe. Yan Jiaxin sat in the chair by the window as she said. She wore sunglasses. This is the first time I watched her take her. It seems that I also found the car coming here. We tilted our heads, picked up the spoon and stirred up our coffee. She still didn’t add sugar.
Xu Mo and I walked into the sea of clouds cafe next to Yan Jiaxin and came out. Yan Jiaxin took out a white contract form from behind and gave it to Xu Mo. Look at it. This is the performance venue. Let me rent it and find someone to print it out. If it doesn’t make sense, you can sign it. The time limit is one year. This year, Nansheng has an opportunity to make it.
Xu Mo picked up this white contract and turned it over. Then the horse took out the pen and signed the word Nansheng. Yan Jiaxin asked her, Don’t you look carefully.
No, for you, I believe that since you helped me get this venue, I will be ready. I believe that you are ready to sign this contract even if the venue can make us get up. Xu Mo told Yan Jiaxin positively, and then immediately got up and said thank you to Yan Jiaxin.
After that, she left here without looking back. Xu Mo was really racing against time. As soon as she left, the two of us sat here and Yan Jiaxin stirred for a while. After drinking coffee, she picked up her bag and said to me, Sorry, I have something to do. Bye.
Can we talk?
After a long silence, I finally spoke to her. She stopped for a long time and finally sat down. She was willing to talk to me.
Go ahead, what’s the matter? Her tone was a little cold, just like when she first met her.
I took a breath and finally asked her, How did you borrow this piece of land?
She looked at me and asked me, Do you know why I came here?
I shook my head, but I didn’t know it clearly, but I still said kill me
She sneered, Do you think I’m a god? Do I expect to know what you do every day?
Then what are you?
Would you believe me if I said that I also came to this land?
What do you mean? I didn’t quite understand Yan Jia’s words, but asked her, You said you also came to this venue.
Maybe you have forgotten our faith, but that’s always what I want to accomplish in my mind. The artistic soul music stage, I want to use this venue as the launching place of the artistic soul, you know?
I suddenly became silent. It turned out that she came here for these reasons. We used to believe in the goal. She made so many preparations to finish the development of the artistic soul, but now I can’t do anything for her. It was such an important first step to dream and struggle these years, but I chose to give up. I suddenly slapped myself in my heart. I was an asshole.
What did JiXuan ask you? I asked her.
She finally took off her dark glasses and looked at me and said, He didn’t ask him to lend me this land without saying anything, but I am very confused. Do you understand what this means?
One favor, one big favor, one who has to return the favor, Jixuan knows who Yan Jiaxin is, and those demands are meaningless to her, and he doesn’t need him to know that she is not a lover who likes to owe everyone, so he will do everything because she will return this favor to her when he needs it.
Now Yan Jiaxin gave up her dream these days and owed it to Jixuan, who had to return the favor, and transferred this dream to another person in another way, so that Xu Mo could fulfill their expectations, but she suffered the greatest injustice in this world.
I’m sorry, I said to Yan Jiaxin very sorry, because I don’t know any way to make up for what she has suffered.
Don’t say sorry to me because we have broken up.
She said the word breakup was very weak. Even though we had actually said the word, she still dared not imagine it.
I ordered a cup of coffee without sugar, and I drank it. She asked me the taste What do you feel?
Bitter and sweet are more bitter
Halfway through, I put some sugar in and watched the sugar melt slowly. It was not until I finished melting this cup of coffee that I picked up this cup of coffee again. I accidentally spilled the coffee in the cup and spilled it on the ground. I didn’t have a chance to taste it, but the chance of sweeter was lost because of my own fault.
I took the paper towel and wiped it quickly. After I dried it, I said to her, Let me make it up to you once. Ask whatever you want and apologize for what I did these days.
hmm
I watched her carefully, waiting for the request she had prepared.
She actually shed tears and said to me, accompany me to be crazy and let me have sex again. Can you give me a beautiful day, my lover?
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Chapter 14 Lonely City Happiness
I promise you, I replied to Yan Jia Xin with a very serious tone.
She smiled at me and said thank you, but the word thank you didn’t finish. Instead, she said lovers don’t say thank you
I know her heart nodded, and she took the initiative to come to me and pulled me up and said, Walk with me in this lonely city.
hmm
She took me by the arm and walked quietly on the road of Shenzhen, a city that was so lonely for her. The breeze blew her head and her hair was a little messy. Instead of tying up her hair, she let go of it and blocked her vision more clearly. I wanted to help her get it. She said to me, Nothing doesn’t stop me from thinking about waves.
I just took my hand back and she said to me, Do you like this city?
Why do you ask?
there is nothing to find a topic that will not appear when we are talking, because silence makes us lack it to accept the bits and pieces of life more happily.
I said hmm to her and then said my answer no
Then you don’t like it very much.
Almost, as you said, this is a lonely city, because we don’t have our own more desirable goals in this city, and we don’t have our own place to take root. I don’t think people will like a city that is strange to them soon, even if it has many beautiful things that they have never seen before.
She suddenly stopped at a two-way intersection, and I stopped with her. This scene is just like when the two of us left and right intersections. She hid and let me look for her at a loss. But there are many high-rise buildings around my uncle. Compared with these big trees, I feel that there is a lack of vitality and a still life. Even though there are always many white-collar workers and gold-collar figures in these high-rise buildings, these people feel so depressed when they breathe.
I asked her curiously, Do you think we will meet if we are separated?